A quite place where I can rest my weary thoughts,and share my dreams, fantasies, and desires. A touch of make believe and absolute, a garden of emotions, both high and low and feelings of love for what matters to me in life. Come walk with me, and I will share, and show you my world.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
Been on the road for 4 weeks now
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Life in General
Welllllll, sorta. Some changes are for the better, some means just letting go. That's hard to do, letting go, I mean. When we have time, or effert, or love, or just money invested in our daily lives, with family, friends, ventures, or hobbies, it is hard to sift through the garbage and decide what or who, exactly is worth keeping. What is clasified as ''garbage''? That is for you to decide.
I know for me, I have decided that I deserve better, much better.
I have decided not to let others use me as a private dumping ground. Family gets angry when you no longer tolerate or allow them to use you, so called friends get angry when they realize you are no longer available for their advantage, all of a sudden you are mean as far as they are concernd. Maybe so, maybe not, depends on what side of the box they are on. I am no longer in that box, so now they are confused, I am not, and that is what counts.
I have been trying to do too much. Until a few weeks ago, I thought I was just doing what I usually do, work and play hard, real hard. I am a perfectionist, everything has to be just so. It HAS to be right, it Has to be the way I feel is perfect. I was painting, writing, sculpting, beading and learning egg art. I had so much, way to much. As I did one thing, something else was always nagging in the back of my mind. It became too much, now I'm cleaning "house" you could say. Re-evaluating my needs. How will it turn out?? With a lot less clutter and a lot more peace.
I know for me, I have decided that I deserve better, much better.
I have decided not to let others use me as a private dumping ground. Family gets angry when you no longer tolerate or allow them to use you, so called friends get angry when they realize you are no longer available for their advantage, all of a sudden you are mean as far as they are concernd. Maybe so, maybe not, depends on what side of the box they are on. I am no longer in that box, so now they are confused, I am not, and that is what counts.
I have been trying to do too much. Until a few weeks ago, I thought I was just doing what I usually do, work and play hard, real hard. I am a perfectionist, everything has to be just so. It HAS to be right, it Has to be the way I feel is perfect. I was painting, writing, sculpting, beading and learning egg art. I had so much, way to much. As I did one thing, something else was always nagging in the back of my mind. It became too much, now I'm cleaning "house" you could say. Re-evaluating my needs. How will it turn out?? With a lot less clutter and a lot more peace.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Driven To Drink...
Monday, August 9, 2010
Dance, inspite of how you feel.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Monday, August 2, 2010
I relate to Matilda
Thursday, July 29, 2010
My Eggz Art
Dragon Fly
Red Scroll
NDN Princes
Hot Eggair Ballon
Visit my web to see more http://www.swanstudiocreations.com/
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Oh Lord, give me strength.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I Promise Myself by Christian D. Larson
To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, to noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in great words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
Written by Christian D. Larson, and to be lived by all.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, to noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in great words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
Written by Christian D. Larson, and to be lived by all.
Friday, July 23, 2010
I See You & I Know You
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Just for today....
I love unconditionally all those in my life....ALWAYS. Whether they love me back or not.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Spare Partz
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Candlestick Fairy Sculpt
Sunday, July 18, 2010
I'z looking behind me.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
My Beaded Papillion
This is my first piece doing bead embroidery, there is 39 hours worth of bead work in this bead embroidery necklace. The necklace part is Russian Spiral, with reinforced bead work to tighten the spiral, the clasp is a butterfly hook and eye. The focal bead is a Mother of Pearl Butterfly.
This is NOT Sunday
All day long I have thought it was Sunday, OMG. Does this mean I have to repeat tomorrow?? after today? Kitty says to call a medic...kitty is usually confused??? Today she is. Kitty is getting "old timers" poor kitty. Chip her if she gets lost just one time, if you love her you will. I luvs my kitties.
Busy day today
Friday, July 16, 2010
Lady Egypt
Thursday, July 15, 2010
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